First Love - nadiasepet

Salam to all ♥♥

well, if you aware that i love to write stories this is my second fanfiction. you can find my 1st fanfics here too. just check my older post. and i am too lazy to find the link. hahas. please bear in mind that i am not the best author like stephen king or so what-ever. i just an amateur or lower than that? take note that there are too many grammar + spelling errors and please do correct me if i am wrong. i am learning from my mistakes. and yeah, this is WonderBang fanfiction. what is wonderBang? it is Wonder Girls + Big BANG.

you can listen to

♥ First Love - Utada Hikaru
♥ One - Lee Soo Jung {OST Friends}

while reading this ;]

edit : i was inspired by an Indonesian movie, Cinta Pertama ;]

SunMi is stretching her arms wide letting the soft wind blows her silky hair smoothly and kisses her delicate face. The sounds of the drizzle slowly brought her to a different world that leads to the sweetest memory. A memory that she will never forget. A memory that she wish she can live in forever.

She put on some make ups on her innocent face. A very light one. She wants it to be natural. She is not a fan of heavy make ups that will make her look like a clown. It’s a big NO NO. In just a split second, everything is done. All by herself. The make ups, the hair, and the wedding dress.

She just let her straight hair down. It was her mom’s wedding dress. The strapless wedding dress hugs her body perfectly. It is just a simple four-ply silk crepe ethereal sheath with beaded softly curved neckline and spaghetti strap, bodice encrusted with crystal beaded lace appliqués, delicately beaded Empire waistband, tulle skirt with cascading beading down the center front accents the slimming shirred waist that drapes into a shorter version of a high low skirt.

She glanced at her old diary, on her side table for the very last time. A diary that is full with memories. Sweet memories. She is going to start a new life. Farewell to those memories.

Today she will get married to Choi Seung Hyun. A fine looking guy whom she met during her freshman year in college. He works so hard to win over her heart. She is not playing hard to get. She is just not ready, yet. She let out a soft chuckle when she remembers how she finally gives in to one of infamous player in her college.

SoHee, her best friend since forever who is also her one and only bridesmaid for today event turned completely speechless when she see SunMi out of her room. They both made their way out of their apartment. SoHee go to the basement while SunMi standing still outside sucking in the morning breeze. And yeah, the drizzle has stop awhile ago and the sun starts to let out its shine.

While waiting for SoHee, someone caught her eyes. Someone who she thinks she will never meet, again. Someone who she miss terribly much. Someone whom she is trying to vanish from her memory.

Her steps become faster. Her eyes never leave him. She is afraid to lose his track. Without thinking twice, she runs after him. Tears start to form. She cannot believe, after years. He appears again. She wants to scream his name.

She is not aware of the cars anymore. She is focused on getting him. She sees the green light. She runs very fast. Too fast than she can ever imagine. Out of a sudden, a full speed car speed towards her. The sounds of honking caught her back to reality. Her heart momentarily stopped seeing the car coming to her. She can barely do anything. She is startled. Her body becomes numb, not knowing what to do next. The last thing she know, everything goes black.

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SeungHyun is standing nervously at the altar. He has been practicing over the months. Just practicing to say, ‘I do.’ He can’t wait to see how beautiful SunMi will be. He cannot stop smiling. Yet, something is not right the moment he sees JiYong’s unhappy face. He is just not like himself. JiYong, his bestman whispered something to him that make his infamous smile has faded away. He froze. Refusing to absorb what he just heard.

He slowly made his way out of the chapel. The guests were questioning his action. His slow pace become faster and he sprints as fast as he can to the hospital. JiYong’s words kept repeating in his blank mind, ‘SunMi got an accident. They said she loss too much blood.’ ‘You are joking buddy, and it’s not even funny’ ‘I am telling you the truth man, SoHee is sobbing crazily when she give me the fucking call! You’re better hurry. I’ll tell the rest about it.’

His tuxedo is now soaked in sweat. Outside the emergency room, he heard people sobbing emotionally. He saw Mr. Kang DaeSung is trying to calm his wife, Mrs. Kang YeEun from crying. Her eyes are already swollen badly, he guessed after non-stop crying. SunMi is their only child.

‘She lost too much blood. It is a miracle that she is still alive at this stage. But all I have to say is just keep praying to God and never loss hope. Sometimes miracles might happen. We’ll never know.’ The doctor named Dong YoungBae patted SeungHyun’s back and walk away. Her parents was devastated and wailed in pain and anguish.

SunMi is not living with her parents since her freshman year. She moved to a small apartment at the outskirts of Seoul with SoHee. He went to her apartment to gather some her stuff since SoHee seems too weak to do all that stuff. She still cannot stop crying and blaming herself for leaving SunMi alone.

He and JiYong often drop by these girls’ apartment. JiYong and SoHee starts to going out together a year before SunMi finally gave in to accept his love. He had to admit, SunMi is one of a kind. She is not like his previous girlfriends. To even think about, this is the first time he beg someone to love him.

He enters SunMi’s room. His gaze fell onto her bed. It is covered with white linen sheets. Reminiscing those moments when he wakes her up. Ushering her to take her shower. He climbs on her cosy bed. His tall nose is sniffing her favorite scent. The lavender.

He notices something unusual on her side table. Its looks like a diary. It is red in colour and a white ribbon is glued at the corner of the diary. Curiousity overwhelming himself. He keeps staring at that red diary, eager to get to know the content. He is now knows the fact that the diary belongs to SunMi but he can’t help to read. His lips curve a genuine smile as he flip open the first page. SunMi put his favourite picture of her on the first page. He hopes he can still see that smile on her face. Ever again.

‘She is always this clumsy.’ SeungHyun thought for a second. He thinks that is her charms. Her clumsiness, silliness, and cuteness. As he goes through pages by pages, the next page attract his attention.

‘Where is this ChanSung guy?’ SunMi muttered under her breath. ChanSung, her new driver is still nowhere in sight. It’s raining cats and dog and she didn’t bring her umbrella. Suddenly, she feels a figure stands beside him. To her surprise, it is him. It’s Lee SeungRi! Her major crush since junior high. SunMi become anxious realizing he is now standing beside her. Not knowing what to do. She didn’t realize that she is staring at him like a total fangirl ever since he’s standing beside her.

‘Is there something on my face?’ SeungRi’s voice jerks her out from her fantasy world.

‘Uh-huh?’ she looked at him blankly and realize ‘NO. NO. NO. Your face is perfectly fine.’ SunMi blushed and turned her back facing him. ‘aigoo.. Stupid, stupid, stupid’ She mumbled as she pokes her head.

‘Sorry did you say something?’

‘Uh-huh?’ ‘NO. NO. NO’ SunMi vigorously shook her head. SeungRi laugh softly seeing her cuteness.

‘Are you waiting for someone?’ he broke the silence.

‘Yeah, I’m waiting for my driver.’ She bites her bottom lips, rolling her eyes.

‘mmmm, you’re the one who’s sitting at the corner in the Maths class right?’ SunMi’s eyes widen cause she is excited to know that he is actually know her presence in class. ‘Well, I’m Lee SeungRi if you don’t know me and you are? I know you got something doing with Mi at your name. Aigoo.. me and my bad memory.’ He pouts. Actually he lied. He knows everything about SunMi cause he is been admiring her since junior high too. ‘Omo, he looks even cuter when he pouts.’SunMi thought in herself. When SunMi is about to answer, a black Mercedes drift into the school entrance. A black suited guy out from that car and hurriedly approached SunMi.

‘I’m sorry, miss. Caught up with some traffics.’ SunMi just nodded and turned to SeungRi.

‘The name is Kang SunMi. You’re right bout ‘Mi’ thinggy’ SunMi stuck out her tongue and leave.

And they sat in silence in the middle of the garden where brown leaves scattered, and where they don’t realize that their love was already blossoming. SeungRi leaned closer to SunMi until their lips are only an inch apart. SunMi shivered as she feels his hot breath brushing her soft skin. Their nose touched. Suddenly, they feel a drop of water tickling their cheeks. It’s raining. They gaze at each other and their face flushed red by their actions before.

SeungRi then pulled off his coat and cover their heads. SeungRi’s left hand grabs her right hand. SunMi froze by his action. SunMi giggles when he tightens his grip on hers. They both run down the hills, shrieking in joy as the rain become heavier capturing those sweet memorable moments together. SunMi vowed to herself that she will never forget these moments. This is the best moments ever in her whole life.

This is the last of school. SunMi and SoHee walk to their lockers as soon as their class for this semester finish. As SunMi unlocked her locker, a purple envelope flew off. She bends down and pick up then envelope which is now on the floor. She slowly open the envelope and see a letter inside it. SoHee who is still at her locker gushed into panic as SunMi shriek a loud sound.

SunMi grab SoHee’s wrist and drag her into the girl’s restroom. She showed SoHee the letter and starts to twirl her hairs. Jumping up and down in glee, she swirled around in the restroom, with her long silky jet-black hair dancing behind her. SoHee gave her an odd look before reading out the letter.

‘OMG OMG! He’s asking you out!!’ SunMi feel like she’s floating in the air. And she’s way too happy until she didn’t realize that SoHee is talking to her.

‘Mi… SunMi… Are you still with me?? Yah!!! Kang SunMi!!!’ The high-pitched of SoHee’s voice turned SunMi back to reality, for awhile.

‘Yeah, yeah. Of course I’m still here. Can’t you see? OMG OMG bestfriend, are you reading what I’ve read? My eyes are still 20/20 right? HE’S ASKING ME OUT!!!!!!’ SoHee just laugh seeing SunMi silliness.

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With SoHee’s magical touch, SunMi can’t even recognize herself on the mirror. She looks different. Usually, she didn’t use any make up. Just today, SoHee insist her to put on some make ups. She let her bestfriend do whatever she thinks best on her natural beauty face. Her face is glowing and her glossy lips looked kissable.

SoHee fetch her to Lotte World, showing off and cannot stop bragging herself as she did not fail the driving test like SunMi did last month. The yellow Mini Cooper sped off through Seoul’s busiest road and finally arrived at her destination. After having a bit of their girlish chat, SunMi hop off from her car.

SoHee slid down her window and scream, ‘You can do it, Mi!! Don’t forget to call once you’re home. I’ll be waiting!!’ She smiled and waved at her. Taking a deep breath, SunMi slowly made her way to the main entrance.

SunMi stands outside the main entrance, patiently waiting for him to come. As the time passed, she sees many couple rustled in and out the Lotte World. She chuckle as her mind cannot stop imagine herself with SeungRi.

She glance at her watch, it’s almost midnight. She is been waiting for him for about two hours and a half. ‘Where is he? He is not ditching me right? NO NO, he should not be! Maybe he caught up with something.’ She thought in herself. She waited and waited. She cannot believe she is actually standing alone at the square while the other girls look so happy with their partners. She watches the countdown and the fireworks, ALONE. She thinks of giving him some last chance. She waited until 3 in the morning. But he never came. And she never heard of him since then. He just disappeared. Unfortunately, SunMi soon realized that SeungRi had ditched her and was devastated. She stared blankly at his love letter, she hated him all the more.

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SeungHyun stands at the corner, seeing SunMi lying on the hospital’s bed. He jerks his head up as he heard someone knocking the door. Just then, an unfamiliar couple came in. The guy enters the ward followed by a fine looking lady. The guy got this huge dark circle around his eyes while the lady is not like any typical Korean lady. Her body is fully tanned and all girls will go completely crazy to have skin colour like her.

The moment they step into SunMi’s ward, SoHee’s face turned pale as if she just sees a ghost. Not in a million years, she thinks to meet this person again. Not after breaking her bestfriend’s heart. Yet, she is still wondering who is the lady with him.

‘I asked him to come.’ SeungHyun said before SoHee could say anything.

‘Hi. You must be SeungRi.’ SeungHyun smile weakly.

‘Uh-huh. And this is my wife, YooBin.’ They both shook their hands while YooBin just smile and bow to all.

‘We’ll be at the cafeteria if you need anything.’ JiYong and SoHee leave the ward. SeungHyun nod and turn back to SeungRi.

‘I’ll leave you guys here.’ SeungHyun broke the long silence and made his way out.

YooBin look at SunMi and switch her glance to her husband, SeungRi. ‘She is pretty. Just like what you said.’ She searches for his hand and caress it with her hands, giving him a meaningful look. ‘Be strong, baby.’ She whispered at his ears and leaves the ward. YooBin knows the fact that her husband did not love her as much as he loves SunMi. They tied the knot due to her dad and SeungRi’s dad’s will. Though she just eighteen on that time, same goes to SeungRi. Yet, she was too weak to object her dad’s wills. Their wedding was preponed two months faster. She wipes her tears when she met SeungHyun outside the ward. They exchange glances, bowing and smiling to each other.

SeungRi gaze at SunMi’s pale face. She is still pretty as always. He wants to tell her that he misses her so badly. How he is deeply sorry for ditching her that night. He didn’t mean to. He got his own reason for that. And he never had the chance to tell her.

SeungRi bend forward, pressing his lips on her pouty lips. He lean closer to her ear, whispering ‘I love you…’ and a tear drop to SunMi’s pale cheek. Hoping that this is going to be like all those fairy-tales, the Snow White or the Sleeping Beauty. Where the princess woke up from their long nap right after being kissed by their prince charming. To his surprise, it did work. Just like all those fairy-tales, SunMi slowly lit up her eyes. He was about to call the doctor and the rest when SunMi grabs on hold his wrist. He turned, look at her and saw her eyes pleading him to stay. He then sat beside her, stroke her hair and massages her hand. SunMi remove her oxygen mask, trying to say something to him. He can feel her grip on his become tighter.

‘I….. Love….. You…..too….’ she inhaled and exhaled deeply for every words she was saying. Her voice was so slow and it was hard to understand. SeungRi wrinkle his forehead as he failed to hear what she was saying. SunMi is struggling to catch her breath. SeungRi was trying to put on the oxygen mask back but SunMi pushed his hand away. He sighed. SeungRi leans his face closer to her. SunMi once again gather all her might to say those meaningful words to him.

‘I….. Love….. You…..too….’ her voice is like whispering, shaking, too slow yet loud enough for him to hear. Clear enough for him to make him shed into tears. A tear drops from his eyes. Shocked with what he just heard. He looked deeply at her, held up her hand and plants the sweetest kiss on her hand. SunMi smiled weakly as he keeps caressing her hand. Suddenly her hand falls from his grip. Her eyes are no longer open. He checked her pulse, NONE. He can feel his hot tears streaming down his cheeks. SunMi is gone forever.

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