a dream.

Salam to all ♥♥

the connection is currently being jealous with me cause i hardly online. its not that i don't want to. i can't get through. well, i was bored like hell. its not that i have nothing to do. i do. but i was too lazy. the best part was, i ended up cleaning my room. HAHA. i haven't clean it up since i got back from Jengka? so my room was a total mess. T.T

so when you're cleaning, you're most probably found something that made you have that awwwwwwww feeling. its like digging a treasure hunt. LOL. so i found my diary when i was in form four. to be exact when i was in MRSM. it was funny, reading it back. SERIOUSLY. and i found something that crack the hell out of me. HAHA

when i first entered that school, i barely know anyone. the one and only that i know was Hani. YES. Hani Sharaf. why? because she was my classmate in Sri Aman. so my first mission in that school was, "Find Hani Sharaf." LOL. luckily i found her and she was my classmate for the semester.

so back to the diary, the English department of the school required us, the form four students to write a journal. the list of topics were given. i was kinda rushing to finish it up since i was the second-intake student. so in my diary that i found just now; i found the draft of it. one topic of the journal; "Future Spouse" as i read through, my writing's awful. LOL. grammar semua ke laut. lala. mind you that my English was really bad back then. and now, it even worst i guess? so lemme show you the post. LOL. you may laugh if you want to. but it's sucks. lalala~~

REMINDER: I DIDN'T EDIT ANYTHING. SO JUST BEAR WITH THE GRAMMAR. LOL

Every girl want the best guy for them including me! All girl had dream about the same types of guys. They should be tall, handsome, cute, smart, educated, loyal, kind, responsible, caring, funny, and rich.

I don’t have the exact characteristics for my future spouse. But I always dream I am walking with someone in London. Holding hands together and I felt so small just because his height is 183 cm. People might think that I am his sister. Its so sad. I am too short. I don’t mind about looks but if he is not handsome, he must have something that makes him looks cute. I love someone who love to smile. I hate people who just ignore me when I smile at them. I hate it!

I am Korean drama/film hard-fan. So I prefer a guy who got Korean look. It would be nice. I need someone who can lead me. Someone who are strict but at the same time he cares about his family. I don’t want a workaholic man. I want someone who can spend his precious time with me.

It would be great if he is like Bill Gates. Rich and intelligent. I love shopping and I need a company when I go shopping. He must be very sporting. Support me in every things that I do. Every girl want her guy to be educated but as for me, I don’t want someone who too smart and known as bookworm. Too many facts.

I want someone who tough and healthy. I will reject someone who smoking. I love playboy. They became serious when they really crazy in love with a girl. That’s what I like about them. I don’t mind if he’s not romantic. I just hope they can something that really touch my heart. I love surprises. So I hope I can get many surprises from that guy. He should be loyal to me. I want to be the only girl in his heart.

The most important thing is he must loves me. He must be someone that I can proudly introduce to my beloved to my beloved family.

(Nadia Zailan,2006)

just laugh if you want to. this writing was way too childish. i was just a kid back then okay :P


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