jom nanges :(

Salam to all ♥♥

how to start this? seriously, i have no idea T.T let me cry first. this is so hard. i can barely type but i have to.

hurm, pursuing my studies in the higher level have always be my dreams ever since. even before i enrolled myself into diploma level before, my dad used to ask me, what if they offer me a fast track thinggy. i said i'll go for it. since you know, i was already devastated knowing that i got Jengka campus and not the main campus. for me, i want my studies to finish early. seriously, everyone wants to end your studies early right? or i am wrong?

i don't really like Jengka at the very first place. not until i met my classmates. at least they made me feel not that awful there. and i realized that Jengka's the best place to study since it is entertainment free :) so you only rely onto your friends. they're the one who cherish you, made you laugh, made you cry, share your darkest secrets and stuff.

i know my decision will hurt some people i wish not to, but this is what i choose. i'm not going back. i'm staying home :S gosh, please stop me from crying. call me a coward, i can't bear the feeling of telling out you guys this. please don't hate me. please.

i hope i'm choosing the right path. i'm gonna miss everything in Jengka. EVERYTHING. i'm gonna miss cafe makcik sedap; abang makcik sedap; all my crushes *tomboy tuh jugak*; the new building; lecturers *cough-en.ehsan-cough*; tom yum pagar; B5; and of course, YOU! computer science part 4 to be students.


dear nadia waris, actually kte nak bgtaw awk smlm, tp kte x sampai aty. bile kte ckp jom nanges smlm, mmg betol kte ajak nanges. lepas nih, da tade org nak pillow talk ngan kte before tdo. bende tuh kte leyh cite kt awak je kot. idk, kte rse chemistry kte tinggi. uhuhu. cam kate awk, nnt awk xde gang nak ckp psl lovelife yan. huhu. xde gang nak pening2 kepale psl tuh da. kte ske sgt awk jd rumet kte. seyes, kte taleyh byg org len jd rumet kte. awk je kot leyh thn ngan kte. nadia zailan nih kn 'rajen' orgnye. HAHA. thanks jadi rumet kte tok 2 sem. syg awk sgt2 *jom nanges*

the rest, i love you guys too. well, its not that we won't see each other again. we will :)

cant believe that this is gonna be our last picture together T.T

nadia zailan's going to main campus to pursue her studies in degree and will not going back to Jengka. *though i already register classes in Jengka* this is not a goodbye post. i won't say goodbye. cause its not! just think that i'm away from jengka. that's all :) lastly, pray hard for me and good luck to everyone :D

i'm sorry, ILYSDFM ♥

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