Salam & 안영 to all ♥♥
i woke up early because ayah said that if i really want him to drop me at One Utama (OU), please get myself ready before 9 am. so i did. but my mom went to her favourite tailor that took forever. she got back at 11 am but the tailor wasn't at her house. just then i was feeling uneasy. it was okay, then we had our breakfast. eat, talk, laugh.
we finally left our kampung for Shah Alam at 12:30 noon. i've calculated if we left at 11, we would reach OU by 2 pm. but it's 12:30 noon and unexpectedly the tailor called my mom and asked her to come again. my mood slowly went nuts. 30 minutes with the tailor. means we left Batu Pahat at 1 pm. means we might reach OU by 4 pm?! throughout the journey, ayah was so 'rajin' to stop by at every fruit stall he saw! HOW SHOULD I FEEL? i was like, can i make it there?
masa macam berlalu pantas and it's almost 5 pm. and i thought ayah was dropping me at the OU. but he brought us home. i was like, was he forget something? and it's freaking 4:30 pm. and i was at home. 30 minutes before the event. frankly, my tears kept flowing. HAHAS. it's so embarrassing to say that. but i was tensed. like seriously! and when we got home. i broke down like hell. i even didn't reply madu's text on that time. i was too devastated. i was too weak to utter a word. i was afraid that i will increase my voice tone towards my parents. i cried because i was so freaking mad.
my eyes were red. and ayah called me, "nak pegi ke tak?" because i seemed uninterested. frankly, i gave up on that time. the thoughts that i will be alone at that event, and the fact i was still at home when there's only 30 minutes left before the event started.
to be continued . . .
i don't want my post to be super long so i separated it to many parts XD
© nadiasepet
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