Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Hana ;]

Salam to all ♥♥

three more days. i still have three more days at home. here in peaceful city. *sigh* how i wish that time just go by real slow. i am still in fanfics' mood. i mean the previous fanfics that i talked about. where APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE. that fanfics kinda gave myself a deep impact cause i hardly forget the story. i am still in the solemn state like when i finished reading the fanfics. i want to be APRIL. and find my own BLACK COFFEE.

disloyalty. how would you feel when someone disloyal to you? i came across to this one short story in soompi. this story won "Fanfics of the year 08" disloyalty is the title written by I^am^me. cerita in menceritakan kehidupan diantara sepasang kekasih yang tinggal bersama. under one roof. mereka hidup bersama selama tiga tahun. dua tahun pertama was perfect. mereka sangat deeply in love with each other. the next one year, the guy, JungPyo started to changed. drastically. lelaki itu sering pulang lewat dari kerja. its okay if he just balik lambat and stuff. but heck, he got drunk and worst, he brought girls back.

while his girlfriend,Hana like just mendiamkan diri and membutakan diri nya melihat kelakuan her so called boyfriend. Hana seorang yang soft spoken, not the pretty girl on Earth, senang cakap seorang perempuan yang biasa. jiran2 juga keliru bagaimana Hana boleh deal dengan JungPyo. mereka tertanya-tanya, Hana ni tak mempunyai rasa cemburu ke dalam hatinya? kerana dia hanya berdiam diri melihat kelakuan JungPyo. ini adalah kerana dia sangat menyayangi JungPyo. he was her everything. dia hanya bersabar dan hidup dalam kenangan indahnya bersama JungPyo.

it does sound stupid. but love is blind as what everyone says. Hana seakan-akan seperti seorang maid. this story bermain dengan emosi. you know that Hana love JungPyo to death. and JungPyo you feel like he loves Hana too, but you wonder if he loves her, he won't do such thing to her. until one day, JungPyo mendapat invitation ke perkahwinan kawan baik dia. instead of bringing Hana to the event, he went with another woman. a woman who pleaded to Hana to leave JungPyo. but JungPyo didn't know. and i guess he never knows. before left the house, JungPyo felt something is worng. he felt something was not right. and that's it. he finally realised his wrong doing that night.

but it just a little too late. Hana left that night. left him without saying goodbye. the next thing he knew, he was in her funeral. wearing all black and cried silently. his life was miserable afterwards. dia menjadi tidak terurus. dia resigned form his work and just stay at home. di mana dia boleh dekat dengan Hana's soul. he kept reminiscing the old memories of him with Hana. its kinda sweet tapi useless sebab Hana sudah tiada. if only dia sedar sooner. everything will be fine. i guess? if only, he appreciate every single things that Hana did for him. sepanjang hayatnya.

like usual, i cried. i don't know why i cry actully. it was indeed a tear-jerker story. but i don't think i pity JungPyo. he DESERVED that! but i was touched by his love towards Hana. he loves her so damn much. aigoo. i don't understand guys la. even mereka mempunyai girlfriend yang baik dan setia di sisi mereka, mereka still nak cari yang lain. lastly, mereka juga yang suffer for their great lose. this story was beautifully written and i might read it again since it only have four chapters altogether :)

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