BIGBANG Hangover ♥

السلام عليكم & 안영 to all ♥♥

i finally met my my favourite boys here, in Malaysia. it's my personal birthday gift to myself as they came four days after my birthday. LOL pity me, i had to buy my own birthday gift, well it's for my happiness and satisfaction. i don't mind spending for my own good. so do you wanna know what happened? if you don't wish to read and know, just skip this post. i think it's gonna be a super long post *asusual* and massive fangirling will be shown in this post. LOLS XD

well imma skip all stories before the D-day. i was overwhelmed. i was excited. i couldn't believe i was going to meet them. my favourite dorks. thankyou to the parents. i'm sorry for being like this. i'll stop soon, so i won't bother to act like that anymore. insyaAllah i shall stop after 2012 ends. it's not a promise, i don't want to promise anything, but i'll try. i'm sorry, i really do. but still thanks for letting me go. thankyou.

i was being random when i was in KL Sentral. i was about to enter McD to buy foods for myself and the others. on my way there, i bumped into an Indian girl. she was wearing BIGSHOW's shirt. so i was being so random, and i had no idea where the heck i got that guts. guess what, i excitedly talked to her. okay scratch that. i wasn't even close to excited. 

Me: hey are you going to Alive?

Girl: *gave me a weird blur face* huh?

Me: *repeatmyquestion* 

i was being so random. omg what's got into me seriously!

Girl: ohhhhh. nooo.

Me: oh really? i thought you're going since you're wearing BIGSHOW's shirt.

gosh nadia seriously ! -.-"

Girl: oh no. i wanted to but i have something to do :(

Me: awwww. sorry. hurm i thought you're going so i wanna ask how to get to Stadium Merdeka? which monorail station. MaharajaLela right?

Girl: *shewasnotthatsure* hurm i think so.

LOLS seriously i don't know where the heck the guts came. it's almost 2pm. i was still in the monorail reaching MaharajaLela station. i took out my phone and heck i got 5 miscalls from Asya o.O checked twitter fanboi asked me to rush. kena marah. memang spoil mood habis. padahal memang nak sampai dah. ayat fanboi meman selalu mendatangkan kemarahan. heol. sampai2 panas yang sungguh terik. saya pandai diri dekat tengah2 parking depan main entrance. i thought it would easy for them to spot me. fast forward we found each other and we fed out tummy with McDs! :D

they've been there earlier than me. they queued up already but had to let it go because of me. i'm sorry. i thought only one of you came, but both of you turned up. oh well. oh we were lucky there was an empty canopy with a table and chairs. i was about to eat, and i saw Kak JC. she joined us. she brought Nasi Goreng! sorry tak sempat nak rasa kak :/ i wanted to pass the raincoats to Tiah and Syak. they were at the different CAT. so we hid the raincoats somewhere and they picked it up later. LOLS

Kak JC, me, Asya

sebelum kejadian: excited!

kami berbaju hujan.

queued. nothing much happened. it was drizzling. colorful raincoats in sight. the boys were rehearsing. we sang along. we chanted along. we screamed along. it was just the rehearsal. we were getting excited! the gate finally opened. my legs were getting numb. we got in! wooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo! i was still in my raincoat. i knew it's gonna rain again. we didn't manage to get the front view. but to say the least, our view was pretty descent. it was okay. i was pretty sure we could see the boys, CLEARLY. 

but that view hanya sementara. secara tiba2, three girls came out of nowhere from my back, "excuse me, excuse me, my friends are in front." i didn't know why, but i gave them way. and it was so stupid of me. the girls in front of me didn't give room to them. SO THEY STUCKED IN FRONT OF ME! so my space's getting tight. i regret i gave them way. sigh. i can barely move. heol. one couple came from behind, using the same technique. SCREW YOU PEOPLE! I DON'T CARE IT'S TRUE OR NOT. BUT YOU'RE LATE YOU HAVE TO RESPECT PEOPLE IN FRONT. YOU CAN'T JUST SIMPLY DO THAT! DAH LAMBAT LAMBAT LAH! UGH.

what's worst, the rain started to pour down again. heavier this time. lucky i still had my raincoat on. it's getting stuffy there. it was hot, humid and i find it difficult to breathe. they started to show videos. at least, it lessen our boredom. my legs were killing me like seriously. again, we sang along. we chanted along. and they showed 2NE1 New Evolution. wooooohoooo can't wait! ^_^ 

it was already 8pm. the staffs mopped the stage. the crowd behind me chanted, "Faster! Faster!" i don't know why but i think it's quite rude. oh well. thirty minutes after, the show began! and it all started. the massive pushing. GOSHHHHHHH WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?! everyone wanted to be at the front. GOSHHHHHHHHHHH! i felt like spanking every each of them. ugh. i saw the tirai jatuh. but i didn't manage to see the boys in their capsules. with own my eyes. ugh screw those people! nevertheless, the intro was beyond amazing! screw the people i ignore them and enjoy the show. even though i still didn't see them in flesh. being in front and couldn't see the boys. isn't that sucks? heol

Still Alive --> Tonight

i was so high. i was out of control of my own body. everybody was having fun. despite of the major pushing, yes still. we just enjoy ourselves. but still, it's hard to see even the glimpse of the boys. sad fact.

frankly i forgot the flow of the songs. to be honest i didn't really enjoy the first half of the concert. what's worst, this no-brain-girl behind me was using my shoulder to help her to jump. stupid isn't it? from that moment i just wanted to get out from there. even though i think i was that unfortunate to have that girl behind me, i pity the girl in front of me more. she's shorter than me. she could see nothing. i could see boredom in her face. she looked so sad. i feel her. 

it's not that i didn't enjoy the show. i do. but the crowd made me sick. i felt like puking. i felt dizzy. i wanted to cry when they sang Cafe. my favourite track in Tonight's album. but heck i was not in the mood. i couldn't really focus. i seriously need to get out from here. i try to wait for a right moment. so i went out from the crowd when they sang Bad Boy. 

i managed to get out from the crowd. there was an empty space at the back. wow. it's windy there. you got to see the boys clearly now. it was nicer. and yes, i'm alone. eh no, i was with the small girl in front of me. so we're like, omg it's so much better here! yeah pity us small people. it was better. i went to the toilet LOLS. and when i got out, i saw the most beautiful sight ever! THE BLUE SEA! OUR BLUE MISSION SUCCEED! DAEBAK! and of course, i joined them by switched on my blue led lights. thanks VIPs fandoms  for the free lights. you guys were awesome!

from then, i stayed at the back. yeah, i was a bit far but what's more important was i could see the boys. CLEARLY IN FLESH! again, i don't remember the flow of the songs. but i got teary when it was HaruHaru stage. it was the acoustic version. oh my gee! it was so beautiful. we sang along. the whole stadium sang along. i cried. it definitely brought back the memories. and our next project was Tabi's birthday. LOL at his reaction. he's so freaking cute! gahhhhhh!

they continued with Lies and Last Farewell. gosh seriously, i was walking down the memories. the four years back memories. when i was just got to know them. it was emotional stages for me. i sang along. we sang along. it was perfect. MVips you guys were awesome! 

percayalah sangat dekat sebenarnya. HAHA motif gambar: spot abe Ji.

the show ended. i definitely wanted more. you just can't get enough of them. especially when Ji added one more song during encore. it was so special. you can't help but to feel ultra special. the night is too precious. making my birthday week ended in an awesome way. thankyou everyone for making this happened. for making my wish came true to see the boys before i officially ended my KPOP obsession. i need to stop before it get worse, right?

anyhow, the highlights during the night (from my PointOfView):

the intro.

definitely the best intro ever despite the fact that i didn't see the whole thing.

YB almost slipped on stage.

it was bad to laugh on someone but Bae was too cute. 

HaruHaruLiesLastFarewell stages.

it was quite emotional stages for me. it was too beautiful.

GDYBMaknae came to my side.

it was crazy. i went crazy inside when Ji came to my side. mind you, all these happened when I was alone. it was like during BeastFM when allBeastExceptJoker came to our side. THAT FREAKING CLOSE. no pictures? i do have, but since the lighting was pointing at my direction, so the picture weren't that pretty. you could only see the body but not the face. MajorSigh. Ji stayed the longest. yeah i know he loves the rockpit B more and more but he stayed at my side for quite sometime. oh Ji, thankyou so much. and the fact that Maknae started the encore fancam of his from my side. LOLS but i failed to spot myself. like i said, the lighting ugh. nevertheless, i know i am somewhere there. LOLS

Tabi's thankyou speech.

he's a dork. i don't know how many times i will repeat this. but gawd why is he so cute? you could say he look surprise with our project. we sang birthday song for him. so he was like, "Thankyouverymuch" something sort of like that. like OMG dude that's all?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH then he gave a full speech in Korean. yeah right, i do understand you very well my dear. HAHAHAHAHAHA oh i almost forgot, his cute, "Terimakashiiiiii" no i'm not spelling it wrong. he pronounced it that way. LOLS

YB ripped his shirt.

frankly i thought he wouldn't do that. i was like, wow Bae are you really really resisting yourself from ripping off your damn shirt? well, he did tease us after he sang Wedding Dress. he ripped off the collar of his shirt. so you could see his abdomen a bit. TEEHEE but it was quite unexpected for me, when he suddenly ripped off his shirt after the encore. and the crowd went crazy. LOLS

BIGBANG's Malay phrases.

tbh i only remember Selamat Tidur and Malaysia Macho. okay let me rephrase this. they didn't say Malaysia Macho actually. LOLS it actually sounded like that! guess what were they actually say? LOLS this is too funny. Malaysia Maju people. Maju! not Macho. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA i believe it's Maknae who repeated it for countless times. Malaysia Macho Maju! Malaysia Macho Maju all the time. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA oh yeah, like in KMW, Malaysia Bagussssssssssssssss! HAHAHAHA only Ji didn't even try to speak in Malay. though i was expecting him to, but no. correct me if i'm wrong. but i heard none of those phrases out from him.

selepas kejadian: puas & penat.

as we walked out the stadium, it was the first time i actually saw the actual crowd. wow it was insane. the whole stadium was full! wow. when i was about to get out from the stadium, i saw someone familiar. so i was like, Kak Hani!!!!!!!!!!!!! i talked to her about her Tee.Oh.Pee LOLS. i've waited for Tiah to come to Hotel Midah since fanboi parked his car there. we were safely arrived at our places. thankyou fanboi for the ride.

largest crowd i've ever seen for kpop concert. wow

it's been 2 weeks after. it feels like it just happened last night. to be honest i was having BIGBANG HANGOVER for the longest time. i missed them. watching the fancams making me hard to actually let me out from the hangover. oh boy, what have they done to me? anyway sorry for the late update. only this time, i get the chance to blog about what happened during that night. to Fika if you're reading this, i hope you do. i'm deeply truly sorry for what happened. seriously i still feel guilty for what happened. i'm terribly sorry. i wish i could do something to make this up. again, sorry. so 2NE1's gonna be next! can't wait! people asked me, knowing about my wish to stop my KPOP obsession. what will I do if they come here again? my forever answer will be, YGfamily will be my only exception. courtesy: BB's youtube, OplusT