Seoul Lagi : Let's not fall in Love, BIGBANG [Fan Account]

السلام عليكم & 안영 to all ♥♥

Please take note that this is a SUPER FANGIRL post.

And it might be LONG.

Do Not Judge. Thank you in advance.

The partner: Asya.

For those who is wondering, I went to Seoul last weekend. For a concert. Yeah, you read it correctly. I flew all the away from KL to Seoul to go to a concert.

You are saying I am crazy. Agreed. I think I am insane for doing that.

This crazy act was actually 'planned' before hand. Ever since I become a 'VIP' I always wanted to go to their concert, in Seoul. It is a dream for a fangirl to watch their favourite band LIVE in Seoul.

Me and Asya had been talking or you can call it as planning about it. We were like, we need to go to their concert in Seoul. This might be their last concert together. I just told ourselves that KEEP ON SAVING MONEY. Really. Anything could happen.

As they announced the dates for their concert, I couldn't think straight. This is it. It's time.

We had that, "Should we go?" and "You don't think it's crazy? Should we really go?" moments. Just then, we booked the flight tickets to Seoul. O K A Y. This is REAL. This is really happening.

As expected, we failed to get the tickets during the ticket selling. We did ask for a help but that someone didn't manage to get the tickets as well. We were aiming to go to the 3rd day a.k.a the last day of the concert. That someone was in touch afterwards as they're nice enough to keep trying looking for the tickets. It just that we had to be alert for their announcement. Quite a few asked for their help; the international fans.

It was so hard to get the tickets. It's easy to get the tickets for the 1st and 2nd day but not the 3rd day. I fed up. It was tiring. I had to read hangeul, everyday. To check if someone might sell their precious tickets. We did come across some re-sellers. Some were sweet but most of them were being ridiculous. The price was up until 1 million Korean Won. G I L E R.

We safely landed in Seoul. It was drizzling. I couldn't help but to get into 비스트's 비가 오는 날엔 mood.It felt like we were being greeted by 비스트. LOLX

I was pretty excited for Asya that I kept congratulate her for making it to Seoul. Even though it was drizzling, it wasn't that cold. I was expecting it to be extremely cold as it was raining. I was wrong.

Let me skip to the next day. The day. The concert day. 막콘. *insertbigapplause*

We were late.

Way even before the ticket selling, I asked a fellow Malaysian 'VIP', Kak Zati for her tips on buying the concert tickets. Damn it was hard. We couldn't afford to do her way, though. I checked on my twitter on our way to the stadium. A fellow Malaysian 'VIP' whom I follow on twitter actually managed to get the tickets for the 2nd day. I read out her tweets and replied to one of her tweets.

I became anxious as we were late. Almost 11 and we're still inside the train. Like HELLO it's the last day, the queue will be crazy. And yeah, the queue for the extra ticket was long as expected. Dah macam queue time pre-sale dekat Malaysia, untuk ticket yang tidak diketahui amaunnya.

We saw a girl with tudung in front of us. She was literally alone. She's not exactly in front of us, so no conversation made between us. Until an auntie came with her luggage and pillow neck. She's her mom. They switched places. The auntie saw Asya so she started the conversation.

A brief explanation about the auntie and her daughter. The daughter recently received her SPM result. The mom brought her to Seoul to watch BIGBANG. They just arrived that morning. They switched places because the daughter wanted to buy the merchandises. Later, the auntie wanted to check on her daughter. She asked to look after their stuff.

I wasn't sure how long but the auntie had not come back. The staffs kept announcing something but we couldn't understand. HAHAHAHA. Only that the staff asked us to stand up, that was the only thing that we COULD understand. We were blank. We were up within seconds. What happened next was beyond my imagination.

As everyone was standing up, the queue had changed into a rally? Everyone's running towards the front. MADNESS! It was the most horrible thing ever happened in my whole life. I was risking my life to get a F*cking ticket! Sigh.

We didn't even manage to get the auntie's luggage. WE ARE DEEPLY SORRY. We were blank.

So much happened after that. Countless pushing. Okay I exaggerate a bit.

The staff failed to handle this mess at first. The staffs were very helpful yet so garang. Later the staff started to count us. My lucky number was #1005. We were not sure to be relieved or not after getting the number. Like do we really getting the ticket? Confirmed? We had no idea. There were many fans that failed to be counted. I didn't know they counted until what number. But there were only 4 or 5 lines after my lines. I want to think that I was lucky but not until I get the ticket in my hand.

During this chaotic moment, we met Dara. She's from Indonesia. She's very cool. She was there alone.

It's almost time but we hadn't get the ticket. Finally, the staff brought us to the Ticket Box. We were actually the last batch of the queue. We were giggling non-stop. This was getting real. We could hear that the music was booming inside. On that moment, I just want my ticket and get inside! KHSFJKHSKFSJDFHSUSDKNJFUISDFHKKJSFHASUDKJBASDHJABSDA!

As we were waiting for our turn, we were approached by few fans. Most of the people there were looking at us, weirdly. Like why were they queue-ing? So some approached us and asked, "What is this line?" They were shocked when we told them we're queue-ing for tickets. I felt sorry for them that we were unable to buy the tickets for them. We explained to them how we got into the queue and stuff.

WE FINALLY GOT THE TICKETS! OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS! I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT I WAS HOLDING THE TICKET IN MY HAND. WE WERE JUMPING AROUND BUT SHYT WE GOT TO GET IN NOW. THE CONCERT WAS STARTING. WE WEREN'T SURE WHICH ONE WAS THE ENTRANCE SO WE SIMPLY ASKED THE STAFF. THE GENUINE SMILE FROM THE STAFF MADE YOU FEEL HAPPY. THEY FELT OUR EXCITEMENT. WE WERE RUNNING TO THE ENTRANCE. NO SECURITY CHECKS WHAT-SO-EVER. FROM A FAR THE STAFF SAW US AND SAID, "CUT YOUR TICKET! CUT YOUR TICKET". LOLX. THAT WAS VERY CUTE. THEY WANTED TO SPEED UP THE OPERATION SO WE TEARED UP THE TICKET AS WE WERE RUNNING.

WE ENTERED THE STADIUM. THE LIGHTS HAD BEEN OFF. IT WAS THE BEAUTIFUL YELLOW OCEAN. WE WERE STILL RUNNING. NO STAFF ACTUALLY ASSISTED US. WE SAW NEWLY ENTERED 'VIPS' WERE CLIMBING THE STAIRS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY. OKAY. WE ALREADY PASSED THE STAIRS. WE WERE TOO EXCITED. COULDN'T HELP IT. WE GOT THE SEATING ZONE. WE LOOKED FOR THE EMPTY SEATS.

BANG BANG BANG STARTED! F*CK!

KHADKLAHSFJNSDJCKSDBKJFHSDKASHFJKASHDKLASJDASKLDJASKLDJASNCJAK! MY CROWN STICK WAS STILL INSIDE MY BAD. I TOOK OFF MY JACKET AND QUICKLY GET MY CROWN STICK. I WAS ABOUT TO CRY. ASYA AND I COULDN'T STOP CONGRATULATE EACH OTHER. THIS IS TRUE. THIS IS NOT A DREAM. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING. HLKSJASLHFJASFHKLASFJASKLFJKSDLCNSDJKVNSDFJSDKFSDK!

But then a staff came to us, checking our tickets. She said those were not our seats. Sorry that we forgot that these are numbered seats. So we were ushered to our seats in which had taken by someone else. We didn't really bother about it as we were into BANG BANG BANG on that moment. The concert started already! JHFJKSDFHSDKFNFDNHRBFJSDSHASKDJSD! Lantak pi benda lain! LOLX. I just couldn't express my feeling around that time into words.

I couldn't really recall what happened afterwards. Cause I felt like dreaming. It's too good to be true. The most memorable performance was Geojitmal during Encore. Who could've thought they would perform Geojitmal for Encore. Well, we asked for it. We, VIPs chanted for it. And they performed that song. The song who introduced me to them. The very first song I heard from them.  

  Credit: Jack Yoo @ YT

I still couldn't believe that I watched them LIVE in Seoul. My dream came true. Eight years of loving these boys, this might be the end. This might be the stop. A real full-stop.

Thanks for the memories boys. I will always love you guys till the end. Anyhow I cannot afford to keep on cheering on you like I used to. I wish to stop. I wish to let go all this fan girl stuff in which I slowly doing it right now. Until then. 안녕.