It's been awhile that I am posting up what happened in my life. Like how I used to.
I mean, how I used to blog how my day went on and stuff.
So now I decided to blog about it instead of IG story everything that happened. I think too much information given when I post it up on my IG story and it doesn't feel special anymore. Call me old school but I think I like it better this way. And I disconnected the linkage from my blog to twitter. I want this platform to be as chill as before. The place where I tell my stories, I vent out my frustrations; anything. I miss blogging. I miss writing short-stories like I used to.
Now I am used to not doing anything on my Instagram; yes I do scrolling down my feed but I don't feel like to check out people's post/stories anymore every now and then now. I am surprised myself as well. Never think I would able to do it. Cause I realize when you're feeling down or something and you saw someone is having the best time of their life regardless it's genuine or not; you can't help to feel intimidated/jealous... which ever situation/feeling suits you. And I'll end up comparing my life with them.. sedar atau tidak sedar. And it has been a subtle toxic in my current life. What I meant is, what you saw is artificial. There is zero connection. You feel nothing.
As at now, I am trying to living my life like how I was living my life before Social Media came into my life. No likes, no superlikes, no comments, no tags; it's okay girl. You're not missing anything. We're not competing with anyone. Peace and quiet like before. I might be missing out the updates about my friends but at least next time we meet we will be having tonnes of topics to talk about rather than everyone scrolling over their social media right? Next post shall be about how I spent my last long weekend with Farhana, Adam and their families. Hopefully I manage to even blog about it. Wish me luck.
"Life is short, and it is up to you to make sweet."Sarah Louise Delany
