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السلام عليكم & 안영 to all ♥♥

macam tak percaya it's been almost 23 years saya bernafas. kadang-kadang memang rasa still budak-budak. i mean, i still think myself as a 18-year-old girl. and yes, i am still immature at this age. that what most people say. sigh.

tadika. unlike other kids, i think i was pretty excited to go to school. i didn't cry like some of the kids. i didn't run for the parents when they left me alone at school. i was overwhelmed meeting new friends. my problem would be, i am too quiet. i am the shy girl in school. LOLS. yeah i was and still am.

sekolah rendah. this is the most exciting part in my whole life. if ever i can go back in time, i would choose to go back as the primary school pupil. it was the best. happiness is your daily life. kalau cakap pasal sekolah rendah memang takkan habis. no full stop. so much great memories.

sekolah menengah. there were two phases in sekolah menengah. the lower form in Shah Alam, the upper form in Sri Aman/KKB. i think i was a bright student up until i entered upper form. the competitive world in school was scary and tiring. i could not co-op with the high level of stress and i was shocked. of course i almost wanted to quit, but whenever the thought came, the parents would come into my mind.

diploma. the break after SPM was too long. i gained a lot of weight. sigh. meeting new people again. they were all great. many ups and downs. but i chose to fasten my studies, in which i sort of regret afterwards.

degree. to be honest, i doubt my decision at the very beginning. i kept asking myself, did i make a right desicion? i was unhappy? setiap hari berdoa masa berlalu dengan cepat. dengan harapan tempoh degree akan tamat dengan segera. jatuh tersungkur di tengah2 semester membuat saya tersedar dari lamunan. bangkit untuk menghabiskan sisa pembelajaran.

 

internship. since i had zero working experiences before, i was scared. lucky me, i had no problem in my internship place. it was fun? i got to learn many new things as well as mempraktikkan segala pembelajaran yang dipelajari selama hampir 5 tahun menduduki course computer science.

 

kerja. orang cakap, zaman sekarang susah nak cari kerja. and yeah, saya setuju sangat. oleh kerana itu, kadang-kadang agak sukar untuk dapat kerja yang betul-betul ikut apa yang kte penat-penat belajar di menara gading. dengan itu memang macam kena redha jugak dengan apa yang kte dapat. bersyukur seadanya. ketahuilah ramai lagi yang sedang berhempas pulas untuk mendapatkan pekerjaan. sesungguhnya alam pekerjaan is no joke. lagi banyak kerenah manusia kte kena hadapi. tapi pada kte, rough starter in working life will make you stronger. kira macam foundation anda akan kukuh dan tegap.

 

selembik-lembik kte, i would never quit. the thought will always come across my mind, but i will never quit. i will finish what i've started. dear Nadia, tak kira how people look on you, always be strong! and believe in yourself, you can make it big!